so here i am. its saturday morning. i checked and leo and sharon have already blogged about yestserday, so i spose im a bit late. but that is excusable i suppose. so. where to start. leo came up yesterday to come visit us which was super. i got my guitar back. but then i realized that i couldnt play it cuz i dont have an A string. frickin! but okay. anyways we just hung around and then we went to jons and hung around and went to mels to meet some ppl. and thats where the fun starts. so we're there at mels, its cool, and some unexpected people show up. or maybe they were expected just unexpected to us. and we're sitting on one side of the table in this order: me, leo, sharon, and thne thats where this little jerk sat himself down, right beside sharon. and pretty much the whole night he was putting moves on her and giving her all these weird liines, trying to get closer to her, lean on her shoulder, all this homo stuff. well i spose thats okay cuz i always thought he was gay himself. but anyways, i didnt really do anything about it cuz i was rather upset, and this got sharon upset as well. yes. oh and leo and i got cut up pretty badly. so i wasnt too happy about that. but okay. nevertheless. this boy bothered me. and still bothers me. anyways sharon and i had a nice long talk yesterday night and i think we hopefully understand each other, and ourselves more right now. but this guy has got to go. we were quite upset at him yesterday. i didnt know i knew so many bad words :) hmm.. maybe i'll go hire grace's sniper friend to shoot him in the head or something. but no. i think ihave to take care of this myself. in my own sorta way :P so if any of you reading know him, you'd better warn him cuz, as leo says, i can be very 'passionate' sometimes.

so besides that whole fiasco the night was good. if it could be good after that, i dont know, but regardless. we watched count of monte cristo. second time in two days. the liu boys were right when they said it was good. VERY good in fact. my pick of the weeK! sure, why not :P then leo dropped us back home and we had a good talk. namely, this christmas we're thinking of the snow shoveling deal that we did last year. but this time with more ppl. and just going and shovelling people's driveways and stuff for free and sharing God's love. instead of sitting around the church getting fat with all this head knowledge. anyways im rather excited about this. so if you're interested. please let me know.

in conclusion, a few things i realized:
a) being a christian is hard! :) ahha no no, really now...
b) people are hard to figure out sometimes
c) i dont really know myself as well as i thought
d) im not who God wants me to be quite yet
e) im not really even happy with who i am right now
f) good friends are hard to come by
g) great friends are priceless
h) count of monte cristo is a movie that gets better each time you watch it
i) i've got to learn to keep my mouth shut more often
j) no more blasphemy
k) someone had better be extremely careful of what he does from now on