thoughts:
no particulars at the moment, just a feeling of God is up there, and im down here. and thats the way its sposed to be. ever really think about that? its kind of a weird paradox if you think about it. the only way for us to get close to God is for us to put as much distance between God and us as possible. if i think im an equal with God, theres no way that i'll ever see him for who he is and really draw near to him. but if i lay myself down low, and i exalt and lift God as high as possible, therein he draws near to us, and we experience his presence. odd isnt it?

i lift you high
and bow down low
how high can you be?
how low can i go?

happenings:
i handed in my course selection stuff today, haah it wasn't late at all. these deadlines mean nothing! time to abuse it now! haha seriously there was absolutely no problem. so thats good to get it out of the way. got my eco test back, did pretty poorly, so i'll have to pull it up with finals again, just like last term. sigh. i hope i do well enough to stay in my program. it shouldnt be that much of an issue, but to be honest im a bit worried. i need to work harder. i met up with my biz group tonight and we did the powerpoint for our presentation on friday. so that one thing is out of the way. still have to do soc paper and philosophy paper. i found ev today in the library and i stole her book, so at least ive got something to go with for now. man i have no idea what this soc paper is going to be about. its so incoherent. haah but good thing is it only needs to be 4.5 pages double space max. :) haahah crazy university. anyways, other news. fred hammond's tour got cancelled so no go there. :( boourns! so it looks like nothings gonna go down with concerts this yr. but nonetheless, im very excited. shanes cd release is one week from today. errr.. yesterday. we've all already pre-ordered, so this is a very exciting time for me :) haha i cant wait. and also, applied to more jobs today. maybe im worried i wont get one, so i just tried more and more. haha i figure if i apply to a few hundred jobs, i cant be rejected for ALL of them now. or can i? :)

feelings:
complacent, not wanting to do much work, just feel like sittin and bummin around.

viewings:
a video clip that showed bush picking his nose

listenings:
caedmons call/derek webb, the schuers (www.schuers.com).

recommends:
try to go a day without saying anything. you'll be amazed at what you'll learn.