feeling really mellow today. very reflective, etc. spent some time today looking at old photos/reading old notes and cards from friends. its kinda cool. a lot of them i was really tight with for a while, but no longer anymore. which is sad.. kinda weird. i dunno. i grow in and out of friendships. i guess most people do. when you think you know someone and they change on you, or even when you change on them, its hard to adjust and adapt. but i spose thats all part of life, making new friendships, always growing. so yeah. today was a nice easy day. great :) i got a haircut today, finally. it was my first haircut since.. hmm.. middle july? about then. haha how crazy is that? i never take that long. but yah, i guess after the shave i just let it grow wildly. like dandelions! haha so yah. uhm what else today? i went out with justin liu at night. which was just wonderful. havent seen that boy in so long, it was great just chilling and hanging out again. we went to markville for a bit to look for stuff, then went to some shanghai restaurant. then we met up with gizzy and velsie at metro. and then james came and then angie came. and then alex came. so it was really nice seeing everyone again, and just checking up on how everyone is doing. so liu and i were talking today about like how uni changes your perspective. specially when you come back home. things just arent quite the same. its neither good nor bad, its just you have a different way of looking at things. hopefully it doesnt make me more cynical. but yah. ive noticed im quite a cynical person sometimes. and ive also noticed a lot of other bad character traits about myself. which means i have a lot of work to do before i become the person God wants me to be. but thats what life and growing up is all about. making mistakes and hopefully learning from them. anyways yep. i didnt get to see sharon today. its weird when u see someone for everyday for so long and then one day without them just seems different. but thats okay, cuz we're trying to be not dependent on each other at all. which is the way a relationship should go ithink. God's the only real one we need. so yah. thats about it. oh and yah. i just finished watching dogma again. it was on cbc. too funny. okay. thats all folks.